Let me know

I don't know if you noticed but I like your company but I want you to know that I feel that our relationship has taken an uncomfortable turn and I would like to know your intentions. Do not get me wrong. I like flattery and compliments but it feeds my pride and I want to be humble. So by entertaining you, will you or I be hurt in anyway? I can see how this can and is hurting me. But what about you? Are you knowingly or unknowingly hurting me? Are trying to build up self esteem? Are you enjoying creating this feeling of betrayal, appealing to my sensual nature? Are you in fact burdened by my presence to the point that you must mention something out loud? In the future, can we brush this over as if it never happened? I know this means nothing much to you but to me it can mean a lot more . So tell me the truth: are you the devil, or an intentional bystander? Now I don't know how to fix this so we could have one of those relationships that would better me in the way I need to be bettered but if you have any ideas, let me know .