Young Adult Life Crisis

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Monday, August 1, 2011

My driving instructor

I have a problem with my driving instructor. I feel personally violated by by dude. First off my lesson has started lately so I do not reach in my house until after 11:00 PM, partially b/c he feels bad for coming late so he gives me extra time, and partially b/c I maybe leading him to believe that I want to be out that late. Either way, he sucks much about some things, For example, he has taken a lot of our driving time to talk about unrelated things and then he tells me when I am focused on driving, I drive better. Well isn't he supposed to be keeping me focused? He takes $2 offf the price and he has me driving for a longer time on the road but isn't it counterproductive if I'm not getting good driving out of it? I tend to flirt a lot without the intention of flirting. I could be leading him on but dude knows better. He is older than me by a bunch and he knows that I'm a good girl. What is his intention? With all these supposed benefits what does he expect in the end? I must also say, that after reading http://www.setapartgirl.com/home.html, I feel that my driving instructor has been replacement for what I am supposed to have w/ God, a sort of depositor of things I can readily tell God. He is mad cool, no doubt but I feel stolen from.

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